Only 9 days left and im still confused. Help me God :( i dnt know what to do. I have ambivalent feelings and majority of it is not positive -.-

Is MANHID and INSENSITIVE the same thing? Well i guess you’re both.

Why do u have to be sooo dreamy? Arrrrrgh @.@

I’m still stunned by my dream…i can’t help but imagine it -.- it could happen, but i guess i wont let it happen even if i want it sooo badly. I know. Life is too complicated. Sad. Disappointing —,

I had the best dream eveerrr

Hndi lang pala ako ang may ganung “fantasy”. All the other girls have the same thoughts. Hahaha. :))) can’t help it, they’re both gorgeous

IMMATURE people would tend to burst their anger indirectly (causing bigger trouble) while MATURE people would deal with their anger directly on the people involved (resolving the problem).

I have thought of a situation that could happen in the future.

Imagine this: what if  you were in a long-distance relationship with your long time boyfriend, and let’s say your relationship is a little bit dry and rocky at that moment. And another guy comes into the story (let’s say he is your co-worker who seems very nice), you two grew closer and closer—you hang-out together, eat together, chat with each other, and all the fun things that you could do together. He knows you have a boyfriend and respects the limitations but still, your feelings doesn’t come in handy. Right then and there (while eating dinner together) did you realize that you’re both falling for each other, but you still treat each other like you normally do (that means you disregarded the feelings). But as time passes by, your feelings grew deeper and deeper because your boyfriend’s role has been absent for the past few months. You rarely see each other, he doesn’t make an effort to communicate with you, and you even forgot that you were still together because of his busy schedule. Of course you can’t blame him, since his personality is work-oriented and he is working so hard to save up for your lives together. 

You have become so comfortable with your co-worker that you don’t try to seek attention from your boyfriend anymore because he fills in the gaps that you have from your relationship. But your dilemma would be choosing between them and making a firm decision in which will determine the path of your future.

*You and your long-time boyfriend have gone through a lot of storms already (but this is the longest and hardest); both of you made a promise on not leaving the relationship behind, you also feel quite guilty if you leave him because of your promise to spend the rest of your life together; and lastly, there’s this inner feeling that you still do not want to leave him (although you still can’t figure out on what emotion you have for him presently—you really could not tell if you’re still happy with him but you love him deep inside).

*On the other hand, the qualities that you dream about is manifested by your co-worker; you’re really comfortable with each other and you feel very happy when you’re together(in short, you’re in-love); and lastly there’s this strong feeling that you  do not want to break his heart because he has been with you on the time of your need,and at that very moment you could not live without him.

Your heart says to be with your co-worker because you feel extremely happy, but your mind says to stick with your long-time boyfriend because maybe all your relationship issues can still be resolved (you’re unsure). Who will you choose?

Lately, i notice that people become sooo worldly that they tend to forget God. I was guilty too, its a good thing i attended CYF (although i do not like at first, but there was an inner voice telling me to go). And the Pastor reminded all of us that we should never forget to put God as the first in our PRIORITY LIST. Most Christians now would only pray to God when they are in need, but its wrong. We should always put God as the center of evrything whether we’re happy or sad. We should also be enthusiastic and motivated to read our bibles because it simply is God’s Word. Our lives could change when we read it, mine did—it became better because God came into my life :)

So for those who still feel empty despite the material things or achievments you have, then you probably need God into your life.

Be a true Christian, read the bible, talk to God, obey Him, and follow His ways. :)

We should obey God’s commands because He will reward us with eternity. Being a TRUE Christian is not about being religious—its about our personal relationship with God. Put HIM ahead of evrything, trust me, you won’t regret it because you will be the happiest person alive :)

You can rarely count on your friends, but you can definitely count on your true friends because they wont leave you whether you need them or not :)

For us to be stronger, I must never look back!

Don’t look for love. Men are huge pain in the asses.

breakfast-brunch-dessert:

Reese’s Bars
Peanut chocolate base: 

• 1 T. plus 1 t. canola oil, plus more for greasing the pan 
• 4 ounces semi-sweet chocolate, chopped 
• 1/2 c. peanuts, toasted and chopped 
• 1/4 t. salt

Peanut butter chocolate filling:

• 3 1/2 ounces semi-sweet chocolate, chopped 
• 1/2 c. plus 2 T. heavy whipping cream 
• 3 T. cream cheese, at room temperature 
• 3 T. creamy peanut butter, plus 1/2 c. for garnish 
• 1/4 t. vanilla 
• 1/4 t. fleur de sel

Directions

1. Lightly grease a 9 x4-inch loaf pan and set aside. Melt the chocolate in a microwave safe bowl in 30 second increments, stirring well between each, until the chocolate is melted. Add the peanuts, salt, oil and stir well. 
2. Pour the chocolate mixture into the prepared loaf pan and spread into an even layer. Freeze, uncovered, until hard. 
3. Meanwhile, make the filling: Melt the chocolate in a microwave safe bowl in 30 second increments, stirring well between each, until the chocolate is melted. Set aside. 
4. Whisk the cream in an electric mixer fitted with the whisk attachment until medium peaks form. Transfer to another bowl and set aside.  
5. Put the cream cheese, peanut butter (3 T.), and vanilla extract into the bowl of the electric mixer fitted with the paddle attachment. Beat on medium speed until light, fluffy, and doubled in volume, about 7 minutes. 
6. Scrape down the sides and bottom of the bowl, turn the mixer speed to low and add the melted chocolate in a slow, steady stream. Once all the chocolate has been incorporated, gently fold in the whipped cream.  
7. Spread the filling on the frozen peanut chocolate base in an even layer and freeze until hard, at least 2 hours. 
8. To unmold, invert the loaf pan onto a cutting board and gently tap the bottom to release the chocolate bar. Spread the peanut butter on top and sprinkle on the fleur de sel. I also topped these bars with half of a reeses from Trader Joes and Valrhona Chocolate Crunchy Pearls. Use a sharp serrated knife to cut the loaf crosswise into 1″ wide bars.

At this moment…i just want to be hugged.